Recovery, in their own words

Sober Stories

Real people, real recovery. Honest accounts of what it was like, what happened, and what life looks like now — shared to remind anyone still struggling that they are not alone.

Jaclyn 24 4 / 7 / 2016
Age 24Since 04 / 07 / 2016

Jaclyn

I struggled for a long time trying to find my place in this world but I finally feel like I am exactly where I'm supposed to be. This journey has been filled with many ups and downs but ever...

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Melissa 40 9 / 29 / 2013
Age 40Since 09 / 29 / 2013

Melissa

In college my alcoholic tendencies emerged. It didn't take much coercion to get me to go out any day of the week and always drank to excess, but it was college so it was fun. My problem drin...

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Mike Hansen 40 4 / 27 / 2012
Age 40Since 04 / 27 / 2012

Mike Hansen

Isolated, lies, hiding, sad, bankrupt, divorce, hospitalization, leaves of absence = unemployable.

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Donna Duke 44 8 / 6 / 2009
Age 44Since 08 / 06 / 2009

Donna Duke

My first experience with alcohol was a total blackout and I ended up in the emergency room with alcohol poisoning. All I could think about afterwards was getting the chance to do it again. A...

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Paul 51 4 / 23 / 2012
Age 51Since 04 / 23 / 2012

Paul

It was like a living hell, I was drunk every night.

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Jonathan 32 4 / 22 / 2017
Age 32Since 04 / 22 / 2017

Jonathan

Life is full of obstacles. When dealt with a certain hand, it can be easy to want to fold right away. Struggling with health for years had me pretty depressed.

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Matt 34 4 / 11 / 2008
Age 34Since 04 / 11 / 2008

Matt

Pitiful and incomprehensible demoralization

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Monica 26 1 / 10 / 2016
Age 26Since 01 / 10 / 2016

Monica

I always felt different and was never comfortable until I found drugs. When I was 19 I fell in love with heroin. It made me feel like I was everything I wanted to be. That delusion soon fade...

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Kerri Quinn 45 10 / 24 / 2010
Age 45Since 10 / 24 / 2010

Kerri Quinn

I was filled with fear and confusion. I am a reasonably smart woman with a strong will. I couldn't figure out how to stop. I'd make a promise every morning that today was the day... and fail...

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Sarah 28 12 / 6 / 2017
Age 28Since 12 / 06 / 2017

Sarah

There were not enough opiates in the world to numb the pain and self-hatred I had for myself. I woke up in an ICU and was told I died.

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Ali 36 3 / 26 / 2016
Age 36Since 03 / 26 / 2016

Ali

Dark, scary and lonely. Life was spiraling out of control and I couldn’t grasp onto anything that wasn’t alcohol related.

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Renae 28 10 / 3 / 2015
Age 28Since 10 / 03 / 2015

Renae

I started experimenting with substances at a young age, a normal age to do those things. I did it to have fun and explore. I didnt know the rabbit hole I was heading down. I started to look...

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