
Brandon miller
Sober sincePure Chaos! Everyday was like living a real life nightmare . Jails, institutions, thank god I skipped the death part. I drank to blackout everyday /night. I had no off switch .
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Pure Chaos! Everyday was like living a real life nightmare . Jails, institutions, thank god I skipped the death part. I drank to blackout everyday /night. I had no off switch .
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It was very scary and only and depressing and I felt so hopeless I just wanted to die I hated myself
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Dark, lonely, full of anger, sadness, sickness, self-loathing
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I was sick of spending every weekend constantly feeling hungover, tired, no energy. Feeling like I was letting my children down because I couldn’t keep up with them. I was constantly yo yo d...
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It was toxic chaos and irresponsible behavior... it was full of anger, despair, self loathing, half assed attempts and an occasional really good day or time thrown in... It was dark and lone...
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It was fun until the party stopped and I could not. Left alone to drink and smoke away my sorrows, led me into a deeper state of self medicating.
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No life drinking and going to bars. Sick all the time. Doing stupid stuff.
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Addiction was like living in hell and doomed to repeat yourself everyday for the rest of your life, or even like a miserable filled Groundhog Day, doing the same things and expecting differe...
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