Recovery, in their own words

Sober Stories

Real people, real recovery. Honest accounts of what it was like, what happened, and what life looks like now — shared to remind anyone still struggling that they are not alone.

Roger Gregory 56 8 / 14 / 2015
Age 56Since 08 / 14 / 2015

Roger Gregory

A sick cycle carousel of anything I could get my hands on.... misery at its finest with no light at the end of the tunnel

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Jillanna D. Mercer 44 8 / 10 / 2009
Age 44Since 08 / 10 / 2009

Jillanna D. Mercer

I had no job, no car, and no home. No one would answer my calls or let me in the door. I was extremely depressed and suicidal. Even high I couldn't find peace or happiness. I had tried to be...

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Jenni Brockel 38 12 / 17 / 2003
Age 38Since 12 / 17 / 2003

Jenni Brockel

It was...hell. trying to hide my addiction in my teens from my family. Then ending up pregnant at 16. I managed to stay sober during my pregnancy and for a year after she was born. Moved out...

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Carlton 37 7 / 27 / 2019
Age 37Since 07 / 27 / 2019

Carlton

Seemingly good times filled with confusion, fear and instability. I would look in the mirror and not recognize myself. And somehow I thought I was in control. But every time I took that firs...

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Heather 31 7 / 4 / 2013
Age 31Since 07 / 04 / 2013

Heather

I was my own worst enemy. Life was standing totally still and I was constantly spinning.

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Veronica Shepp 31 10 / 6 / 2012
Age 31Since 10 / 06 / 2012

Veronica Shepp

I was a mess, bad mom, bad wife, friend, daughter and all around person. I ran on self will, always looking for my next fix.

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Mike Lloyd 39 6 / 4 / 2011
Age 39Since 06 / 04 / 2011

Mike Lloyd

An existence with no purpose. Constantly seeing what I could take and never what I could give. Everything was gray.

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Andrea 36 10 / 3 / 2017
Age 36Since 10 / 03 / 2017

Andrea

It was pure hell, especially what I was putting my husband and children through. It was not fair to them at all or myself.

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Lukas Betting 31 6 / 29 / 2018
Age 31Since 06 / 28 / 2018

Lukas Betting

I remember this day so well. I took my fathers car, drove out to the forrest and wanted to end my life. My mental illness took over my body, the voices was screaming so loud in my head and n...

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Jeneffer 46 11 / 2 / 2017
Age 46Since 11 / 02 / 2017

Jeneffer

Lonely, always in fear, isolating, depressed, feelings of uselessness, trouble with relationships, dishonest to everyone...

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Jess Williams 49 12 / 11 / 2007
Age 49Since 12 / 11 / 2007

Jess Williams

My kids hated me, I had lost my job, my house was in foreclosure and I was looking at prison. Most of all I just wanted to die.

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