
Steve Matthews
I couldn’t look at myself in the mirror because, I hated the person I saw. Every day became a question of living or killing myself.
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I couldn’t look at myself in the mirror because, I hated the person I saw. Every day became a question of living or killing myself.
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I was in a dark place since I was a kid. When I discovered drugs and alcohol, it was bearable to live with me.
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I was addicted to heroin at 16 years old. I woke up every day just to relive the same hell over & over. I was miserable, lost and alone. I had put drugs and alcohol before everyone and every...
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Hell. It was hell. My body physically demanded alcohol to function. The shakes, the bile, the hopelessness upon my shoulders.
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In a very short period of time it took major control of my life.
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I remember being as young as six years old with the typical "addict" behavior that we all learn about in the rooms of AA. The story is often similar for all of us; we wanted to harm ourselve...
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Horrific, terrible, couldn’t face life with alcohol and without it. Made mine and everyone around me lives unmanageable
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Living in addiction was PURE Hell! I wanted to get clean but didnt want to do the work that came with it! It took multiple trips to jail, rehabs and detox centers before I finally was ready...
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My dad was an IV heroin user, I saw what it did to him and I had seen many people go through withdrawal by a young age. All that considered I was strangely naive about opiates. I became an I...
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I was boy in a mans body. Unable to make mature decisions on my own!
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Alcohol provided me with an escape. I didn't have to feel any of life's disappointments. I didn't have to feel the hurt or the pain of my experiences. I could just numb & run. Alcohol allowe...
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