What it was like?

It was pure hell, especially what I was putting my husband and children through. It was not fair to them at all or myself.

What happened?

I decided I was giving all to God. It waa either that or I lose everything I love and care for.

What it is like now?

The most amazing feeling ever. Ever since I made the decision to give it all to God and move in a different direction than before life is such a blessing.