Recovery, in their own words

Sober Stories

Real people, real recovery. Honest accounts of what it was like, what happened, and what life looks like now — shared to remind anyone still struggling that they are not alone.

Lorne 50 3 / 17 / 2012
Age 50

Lorne

Sober since

I felt lost and out of control, unworthy

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Sue K 53 5 / 26 / 1981
Age 53

Sue K

Sober since

The worst day of my addiction was not the time I got arrested. It wasn't the second time I got arrested. It wasn't even the time my best friend and I fought about my using. The worst day of...

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Jennifer 38 3 / 15 / 2012
Age 38

Jennifer

Sober since

It was unmanageable, lonely and I was just existing and not living. I gave up on God and was living life with my will and not his. I was drinking daily and popping any pills I could get my h...

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Cathy 55 12 / 4 / 2011
Age 55

Cathy

Sober since

I drank for over 30 years before it seemed like a problem to me, after my daughter's death - for over 2 years I rarely saw a sober moment

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Jack Usry 50 12 / 7 / 2015
Age 50

Jack Usry

Sober since

It was hell I lived in darkness just gave up on everything life work I would drink until I passed out wake up somehow made it to the store at 3 am to get a drink I was in sorrow.

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Claire 28 6 / 22 / 2016
Age 28

Claire

Sober since

Alcohol turned me into a person I didn't like, reckless and stupid; increasing my depression and anxiety. It clouded all my emotions but the day after I remembered the things I'd said and do...

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Josh 26 12 / 3 / 2016
Age 26

Josh

Sober since

It was misery! Looking back at it all, it started when I began to fall in love with my best friend. I was not out as gay to hardly anyone. I thought he was gay, but he wound up being straigh...

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Perry 50 10 / 18 / 2013
Age 50

Perry

Sober since

It was like a rite. As soon as I could I would start drinking and drink until I passed out. Every day, and triple the amount on weekends. Not paying bills so I could buy.

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Barb 39 3 / 2 / 2013
Age 39

Barb

Sober since

I was miserable, unemployable and broken. I had lost everything and lived in my moms basement. I was a liar and a cheat and a thief. I would do anything just to drink.

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Jewels L 38 3 / 8 / 2011
Age 38

Jewels L

Sober since

I felt like I wanted to die but didn't want to die. People were always telling me what to do because I had no self control over my life. I knew what I wanted to achieve but never could get t...

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Erik 39 12 / 12 / 2014
Age 39

Erik

Sober since

Its still hard for me to take a look at my past, and remember the suffering I was able to handle in exchange of the imaginary relief drugs and booze gave me at the last stages.

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Rhonda 54 5 / 8 / 2011
Age 54

Rhonda

Sober since

My husband passed away from lung cancer the month before I got sober. Right after his death, I was trying to do everything I could in my disease to join him. I had no hope and no will to con...

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