What it was like?

I drank for over 30 years before it seemed like a problem to me, after my daughter's death - for over 2 years I rarely saw a sober moment

What happened?

my life spiraled out of control - I had no control over anything really - all I did was drink and/or look for the next one

What it is like now?

Today, I have made peace with the demons before sobriety. With the help of the fellowship/program of AA, I have discovered WHO I am, and love me - which allows me to share in a wonderful way all the peace, love and happiness inside.