Recovery, in their own words

October Archives

Recovery stories from people whose sobriety date falls in October — real accounts shared to remind anyone still struggling that they are not alone.

Chris 36 10 / 9 / 2016
Age 36Since 10 / 09 / 2016

Chris

12 to 18 beers a night. And that's when I stayed in. Hungover too often. Guilt shame.

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Mike 53 10 / 20 / 2006
Age 53Since 10 / 21 / 2006

Mike

Powerless over alcohol, prescription drugs, sex, money, things....

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John Richards 36 10 / 25 / 2011
Age 36Since 10 / 26 / 2011

John Richards

I was homeless. I had no family, no friends, no nothing but the clothes on my back. My life was completely unmanageable.

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Travis 47 10 / 15 / 1998
Age 47Since 10 / 16 / 1998

Travis

I was hopelessly addicted to meth. I was burning all my bridges. I did whatever it took to get and stay loaded.

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Age 44Since 10 / 03 / 2007

Brandi Rivera

My life was hell prior to my sobriety. I ruined relationships. I ruined myself. All I cared about was finding my next hit and next drink.

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Kasey 30 9 / 30 / 2009
Age 30Since 10 / 01 / 2009

Kasey

Hell. I was alive but not living. Never took care of myself. I cared about nothing except not being sober. I wouldn't care if I woke up the next day. I'd go to sleep early morning and would...

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Micalah 31 10 / 3 / 2015
Age 31Since 10 / 04 / 2015

Micalah

I was miserable. I was always in a state of chaos. Whether it be emotional, mental or physical chaos. I had moments of happiness, but was never really happy. I always wanted to escape from m...

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Bronwen Mulligan 34 10 / 9 / 2011
Age 34Since 10 / 10 / 2011

Bronwen Mulligan

I lost myself. My emotions were so intense when I drank. It always felt like the world was smushing me. I drank to feel nothing but ended up feeling everything to the extreme. I just stopped...

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Teddie 53 10 / 11 / 1990
Age 53Since 10 / 12 / 1990

Teddie

Drinking since I was 12 years old put me in a tail spin for many years. Black-outs and waking up in scared places with scary people put my life in danger in so many ways.

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Ashley 28 10 / 9 / 2014
Age 28Since 10 / 10 / 2014

Ashley

Dark. Scary. Lonesome. Death was looming. King Alcohol was destroying me from the inside out. I was dying!

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