What it was like?

Miserable, self loathing, pit of despair that was fueled by a never ending desire to drink and use!!!

What happened?

I finally got tired of digging and realized the light at the end iof the tunnel didnt have to be perceived as a freight train !!

What it is like now?

Opening my heart mind and soul to the aww and wonders of what each new day brings! Accepting my self and others for what we are amd letting go of all the fears and regrets that hold my progress not prefection back! Knowing that hope and gratitude are my salvation! My thinnking problem can only be aressted when my higher power and people that are working towards new beginnings guide me!