What it was like?

Horrific, terrible, couldn’t face life with alcohol and without it. Made mine and everyone around me lives unmanageable

What happened?

Had my rock bottom, a life changing experience, came to realise that my life couldn’t carry on the way I was living

What it is like now?

Wow, where do I start ! Picked up the phone to A.A, was told I could have a life beyond my wildest dreams and through a massive amount of hard work, patience and tolerance from other members I slowly got better. I realised there was a substitute and found my higher power