Name: Steve Matthews
Sober Since: 05 / 26 / 2007
Sober For: 12 Years & 144 Days
What it was like?
I couldn’t look at myself in the mirror because, I hated the person I saw. Every day became a question of living or killing myself.
I finally had enough of living a life of hating myself. After several unsuccessful tries to stay sober, I had a night that I actually wanted to commit suicide but, was to drunk to.
What it is like now?
Happy, healthy and spiritually fit!