Recovery, in their own words

Sober Stories

Real people, real recovery. Honest accounts of what it was like, what happened, and what life looks like now — shared to remind anyone still struggling that they are not alone.

Steve Matthews 41 5 / 26 / 2007
Age 41Since 05 / 26 / 2007

Steve Matthews

I couldn’t look at myself in the mirror because, I hated the person I saw. Every day became a question of living or killing myself.

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Valerie 38 8 / 32 / 2018
Age 38Since 09 / 01 / 2018

Valerie

I was in a dark place since I was a kid. When I discovered drugs and alcohol, it was bearable to live with me.

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Gabi Deaton from Hopeshot_Moms 28 1 / 13 / 2011
Age 28Since 01 / 13 / 2011

Gabi Deaton from Hopeshot_Moms

I was addicted to heroin at 16 years old. I woke up every day just to relive the same hell over & over. I was miserable, lost and alone. I had put drugs and alcohol before everyone and every...

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Heather 48 3 / 23 / 2016
Age 48Since 03 / 23 / 2016

Heather

Hell. It was hell. My body physically demanded alcohol to function. The shakes, the bile, the hopelessness upon my shoulders.

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Sam 30 4 / 31 / 2019
Age 30Since 05 / 01 / 2019

Sam

In a very short period of time it took major control of my life.

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Kyler Marlowe 25 12 / 32 / 2017
Age 25Since 01 / 01 / 2018

Kyler Ashtyn

I remember being as young as six years old with the typical "addict" behavior that we all learn about in the rooms of AA. The story is often similar for all of us; we wanted to harm ourselve...

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Andrew 48 9 / 16 / 2011
Age 48Since 09 / 15 / 2011

Andrew

Horrific, terrible, couldn’t face life with alcohol and without it. Made mine and everyone around me lives unmanageable

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Andrew Robbins 34 9 / 11 / 2012
Age 34Since 09 / 11 / 2012

Andrew Robbins

Living in addiction was PURE Hell! I wanted to get clean but didnt want to do the work that came with it! It took multiple trips to jail, rehabs and detox centers before I finally was ready...

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TK Beljanski 26 10 / 27 / 2016
Age 26Since 10 / 27 / 2016

Tk Beljanski

My dad was an IV heroin user, I saw what it did to him and I had seen many people go through withdrawal by a young age. All that considered I was strangely naive about opiates. I became an I...

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Chris 47 5 / 5 / 2004
Age 47Since 05 / 05 / 2004

Chris

I was boy in a mans body. Unable to make mature decisions on my own!

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Mandy Kiebler 28 8 / 12 / 2015
Age 28Since 08 / 12 / 2015

Mandy Kiebler

Alcohol provided me with an escape. I didn't have to feel any of life's disappointments. I didn't have to feel the hurt or the pain of my experiences. I could just numb & run. Alcohol allowe...

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