Recovery, in their own words

December Archives

Recovery stories from people whose sobriety date falls in December — real accounts shared to remind anyone still struggling that they are not alone.

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Age 28

Shane Gunhammer

Sober since

It was like I hit the lowest point of my life, and then forced myself to stay there. 21-26 years old was the darkest time of my life.

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Age 48

Steve Swarner

Sober since

Spent the better part of my 20s and 30s hitchhiking taking Jobs here and there but always coming back to Idaho and was constantly reminded by child support and visual markers why my heart ac...

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Age 40

Heather

Sober since

I considered myself a “normal drinker” up until about 13 years ago. 13 years ago I was 27 and going through a divorce with my high school sweetheart and father of our two children. I felt br...

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Age 54

Ed Holtzman

Sober since

A never ending cycle of hell. I ruined family relationships and damaged many people. I went to bed most nights praying not to wake in the morning

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Age 30

Shane Sorsby

Sober since

Drunk every weekend Hungover every Monday Anxiety and depression on Tuesday And the circle continues

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Age 40

Kyle

Sober since

It was Absolute Hell, I was on the very edge of losing everything including my sanity and almost my life. I started drinking at 14 and I really never stopped...Until now that is

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Age 27

Nikita

Sober since

Pain, lies, betreyal, fear, stealing and selfloathing. I hated my life, but didn’t have the tools to make it better. I kept losing everything I had. My son was taken, I got beatings on a dai...

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Age 56

Kathy

Sober since

I was a blackout drinker and cocaine addict and I couldn’t stop. I was full of shame and I wanted to die.

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Angela 32 11 / 31 / 2018
Age 32

Angela

Sober since

Using alcohol daily was how I felt with my emotions. I felt awful, lost, miserable and like an empty shell.

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Kevin Bryant 52 12 / 2 / 2017
Age 52

Kevin Bryant

Sober since

Alcoholism for me is a dark hole that left me so lost and blind, selfish and evil. Some of the nastiest times of my life.

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Jenni Brockel 38 12 / 17 / 2003
Age 38

Jenni Brockel

Sober since

It was...hell. trying to hide my addiction in my teens from my family. Then ending up pregnant at 16. I managed to stay sober during my pregnancy and for a year after she was born. Moved out...

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Jess Williams 49 12 / 11 / 2007
Age 49

Jess Williams

Sober since

My kids hated me, I had lost my job, my house was in foreclosure and I was looking at prison. Most of all I just wanted to die.

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