What it was like?

Grim, horrible a repeat of a desperate situation that kept me going round in a vicious cycle.

What happened?

I came to my senses, got detoxed by my brilliant family doctor and decided that I wasn't going back there.... ever.

What it is like now?

I have my family 100% behind me, I work for the largest addiction charity in the uk, I am a community leader and the happiest I have ever been in my life!