What it was like?

A living hell. A complete lie in my head thinking it was something I could control.

What happened?

I was letting down and losing the friends and family I love the most. My daughter even stopped talking to me and I hit a bottom I didn’t know was even there.

What it is like now?

Amazing! I’m able to handle the things life throws at me. I’m able to face and work through the triggers I used as an excuse to drink. I now know where I was and do not want to ever be back there.