What it was like?

I lived to drink. I drank to forget my sexual abuse. I black out drank.

What happened?

I lost myself, a marriage 2 impaired charges, other charges, ran from coast to coast. Almost destroying a 2nd marriage. Failed suicide attempts.

What it is like now?

I cleaned house, trust god and help others. My family is all. My friends are real. I can handle situations that used to baffle me. I am a survior not a victim.