What it was like?

I've been partying since I was thirteen. It started with trying to fit in to becoming a full blown cycle of hell. I thought partying all the time was normal. I would use anything to get out of myself and not to feel what my life had become. Two treatment centers and consistantly working the twelve steps I have surrendered.

What happened?

I had hit a rock bottom a full blown drug addict.

What it is like now?

I have good and bad days but helping others and doing the next right thing, prayers and meditation keep me spiritually lit. I now have a sponsee in the twelve step programs. I thought I couldn't live without drugs and here I am. Clean and sober by the grace of my God