What it was like?

Absolute fear

What happened?

Joined AA and met people who understood me and met my best friend ever, who unfortunately passed away. Sober after 13 years of sobriety.

What it is like now?

A new life, still with a few problems but am in a very fortunate position to deal with these through my sobriety. My family after many months of distrust, have learnt to trust me finally.