What it was like?

I was suddenly forced to face my inner demons and fears sober. I felt every emotion that is possible.

What happened?

My drinking was out of control. I ruined my sister's bestfriend 40th birthday party. I was becoming violent and didn't care who I hurt. I was putting others in harms way.

What it is like now?

I have found peace. No more waking up not knowing where I am or what happened the night before. I have a wonderful relationship with my daughter and family again.