What it was like?

Didn’t do anything but use drugs and alcohol, only left the house to re-up nothing else, it was dark

What happened?

I turned 30 had my birthday party and said to myself this is it, I will stop after this week. I went to work and I had an incident at work and failed a drug test, I believed right away that my higher power knew I could not do it on my own

What it is like now?

I got to keep my job of 17 years, got married to my beautiful wife April and had 2 amazing boys Chase age 5 and Gage age 3