What it was like?

Hell. Just hell.

What happened?

Was locked in a stronghold of a powerful demon. Couldn't see the light at the end of the tunnel because I couldn't even see the tunnel. But, I found god, found a sponsor and some step work, found some meetings, and found a reason to live.

What it is like now?

Love that I can breathe and embrace my freedom. Not having to be the horrible person I was in addiction. I can focus on continuing to get better and make amends to those I wronged. It's a good life.