What it was like?

Drank and used drugs every day, every minute, every hour I could.

What happened?

Lived in a garage for a year and a half before I " came to". Woke up in jail after behaving badly and causing incomprehensible demoralization to myself and others.

What it is like now?

Every success, every good thing I have and enjoy - has come to me as a result of sobriety.