What it was like?

I was in a death spiral that was destroying everything in my life and path.

What happened?

I crashed and burned in an event that should have taken me out permanently and put me out of my misery but my Higher Power obviously had other plans.

What it is like now?

Sobriety and Life has been GREAT for the past 13,514 days! I've been so Blessed and must always remember where I've been because the further away from my last use may only be bringing me closer to my next. Peace all.