What it was like?

So hard but did it one hour and one day at a time!

What happened?

My bottom I hurt everyone that loved me so much. And emotionally did so much damage to myself it took a long time to start recovering.

What it is like now?

Still married have 2 kids (girl 15 & boy 13). The kids have never seen me drink and they are proud of me. I enjoy life to its fullest, ups and downs.