What it was like?

I was just numb and in a perpetual state of denial. My life was a mess and I couldn’t keep relationships. Most of all, I hated myself.

What happened?

I became the Tasmanian devil and destroyed anything that got in my way including my family.

What it is like now?

I have received so many gifts in sobriety including genuine, deep, authentic connections with people, with God and with myself. I have a life today that I am proud of and don’t need to escape from. Most of all, everyday I wake up with gratitude and excitement for what’s in store.