Sober Since: 12 / 11 / 2010
Sober For: 11 Years & 171 Days
What it was like?
I was just numb and in a perpetual state of denial. My life was a mess and I couldn’t keep relationships. Most of all, I hated myself.
I became the Tasmanian devil and destroyed anything that got in my way including my family.
What it is like now?
I have received so many gifts in sobriety including genuine, deep, authentic connections with people, with God and with myself. I have a life today that I am proud of and don’t need to escape from. Most of all, everyday I wake up with gratitude and excitement for what’s in store.