Sober Since: 03 / 03 / 2018
Sober For: 0 Years & 349 Days
What it was like?
Wanting to die everyday. Hating who I'd become yet unable to change. Stealing my way to wellness, barely avoiding felony charges multiple times through the years.
Went to detox 4 times in a month and couldn't stop. So, I went to a duel diagnosis unit until my system was clean to get vivitrol.
What it is like now?
I've found myself and my own spiritual path. Having a purpose makes using obsolete. Never seek happiness outside myself anymore, it all comes from within.