Sober Since: 01 / 03 / 2016
Sober For: 5 Years & 263 Days
What it was like?
It was like being on a never ending merry go round, & the longer I was on it the more I was forgetting myself, losing myself & not really even living life anymore.
I was sitting in a liquor store parking lot having yet another verbal argument with myself that I had everything under control when I realized…Arguing with yourself talking out-loud in a parking lot is the farthest thing from being in control.
What it is like now?
It’s different than I thought but an amazing different, Everything in my life is so much better! I have peace, happiness & love & am accomplishing goals I could only dream about before I found sobriety!