What it was like?

My life was a serious of spontaneous disasters and bad choices. Denial and lots of dishonesty. Alchohol was my god

What happened?

I hit bottom, was homeless sleeping in my car. -20 on temp gauge in car, almost out of gas I thought about just calling it and checking out. Something inside me said it's time, hang it up and ask for help. Long road back but worth it, I work at it, make good choices and surrender. Acceptance is the key

What it is like now?

Life is good, still challenges but I live life on life's terms. Thinking.....lots of over thinking and fear. Cognitive therapy works wonders