Name: Cyndi J.
Sober Since: 11 / 25 / 2008
Sober For: 14 Years & 69 Days
What it was like?
Pathetic comes to mind, all washed up , many other below the belt phrases work too. Alcohol stole my integrity, my jobs, my family My life was out of control! Institutions, Jails and Death , I had lived through the first two I knew what was left.
I lost it all, on the streets no one or no where to go. I surrendered to my HP total defeat no one left to bullshit. Time to get honest.
What it is like now?
Honestly it is the best life I have ever had. My sobriety still comes first, right after my HP, my worst day is so much better than my best in my addiction! I love myself today I trust myself today to do the next right thing. I am truly amazed that GOD has done for me what I could never do for myself.