What it was like?

Pure hell. I had no dog in the fight against drugs. Isolating, empty, helpless, dark, insanity, shameful.

What happened?

I got on my knees, I begged God with every fiber in my body to please help me. To remove this obsession, to break me of the chains. I had had enough. And He removed the desire.

What it is like now?

My world is so much bigger, my heart is so much fuller. I am happy. Unconditionally happy, God has given me a servants heart and I do mission work in Haiti and Jamaica- I live a life that wasn't even thinkable to me when I was caught In the grips of my addiction. I love myself today.