What it was like?

I was in a cloudy daze. I didn't have any control of younger version of "my so called life". I didn't think I would live past 30 years of age.

What happened?

I woke up. I literally woke up on 1/12/2002 realizing if I didn't change, I would possibly hurt someone or myself. I had to make a decision. Since then, I am continuously working on my well being.

What it is like now?

I live life to the fullest! Always looking at the positive side of life situations. I laugh when something goes wrong. I know there are many things we have no control of. I have my own saying "I suffer from werifestria and solivagant. I travel abroad and sometimes I don't know where I'm going"