I’m not sure if anyone can relate to this but I’m sure there is some out out there who can. I’ve been clean now for a little over five years and I got clean when I was 19 years old. I was so completely broken when I first came around I was willing to do … Continued

Too many times have I gone down this path, I’m driving to the pawn shop… again. I have what is not mine and I don’t know if I care. I’m in tears and I’m struggling, I don’t want to do this again and I don’t know who I am right now. I’m lost and I … Continued

June 2, 2006 – So, I have some confessions to make… I’ve not been very honest with what has been going on in my head. I’ve been sneaking meds from the doctor and not been taking them. I’ve been making a stockpile in my room. I started to snort my serquil in hopes that it … Continued

March 26, 2006 – I just got out of my first rehab just a few hours ago and now I’m onto my second treatment center. This new place is a step down from the first place I was at but the first place was more like a spa. I’m not quite at the second treatment … Continued

I never thought these words would come out of my mouth but working with my sponsor was such a blessing. I was doing my steps and attending meetings every day, I was transitioning to manhood for the first time in my life at the age of 33. I was starting to buy into what they … Continued